Demon Talk # 3 Seeing or experiencing demons: Is it a curse carried from a past life or it just happens??

March 29, 2020June 30, 2020 The Unconventional Monk1,253 Comments

The concept that we have a Soul, Mind and Body and the same soul travels through various lives carrying the lessons and memories carried from each life has been disputed for a long time. One of the oldest religions in the world Hinduism supports this and even the research work of Dr Brian Weiss as shared in many of his books gives evidence for it. These memories will include things/situations which were already experienced and things/situations which were desired. ‘Karma “is actually the memories of the ones that you experienced in real and others are just desires. So, will your Karma make you experience demons and does these desires have any role??

Psychologists will give us a huge number of reasons which includes sleep paralysis, extreme depression & loneliness and try to establish their theory that demons or ghost experiences are just the play of mind. But there are many documented cases which contradicts it. I am not here to argue or establish any beliefs. I believe in experiences & what intuitions tell me and I strongly urge everybody to do the same 😊

There are a lot of entities around us which are in the form of energies. These energies can take any form. They are there from the beginning and they will be there till the end. We may or may not get the chance to experience them. These energies may be Higher/Lower, Positive/Negative, Strong/weak, Divine/Demonic…. the list continues. There is energy inside us too. Lower energy tends to attract lower energy. When we are in high energy, we tend to attract high energy. So let us see now why some of us may experience a lower/negative/demonic energy.

It can be due to one of the reasons below or a mix of it:

You are in a lower energy and in a vulnerable state to attract lower energy and a lower energy finds you as a suitable vessel to interact
You have desires from your past life to interact with demons
You have karmas as a result of which you are bound to interact with negative energy
You do rituals to initiate such interactions
For reasons unknown

Except for reasons unknown, there are steps which can be done to lessen the effects/changes or remove it completely which has to be done with total belief 😊

Let us know return to Lily. Read Demon Talk #1 and Demon Talk # 2 for continuity.

Even though I was curious to know about the change of face, I was equally scared to meet her. But we met again in a few days when she called and came to my apartment the next weekend. She looked beautiful as usual and was in a very happy mood, cracking jokes and dancing around. She wanted to cook the dinner and once it was done, we sat down for dinner. We had casual conversations and then she suddenly became silent. After a few moments she started the talk for which I was waiting & about which I was very scared too.

Lily: You are a good person with a good soul. I wish there was a person like you around me when I had to end my life.

Me (shivering): Who are you?

Lily: My name is Hiksha.I was a medical student and a very studious one. I was so engaged in my studies that I forgot everything else. Only leisure I used to take was the evening stroll I used to have during Saturday evenings in the nearby public park.

(Her face was changed now. I realized I was talking to Hiksha and not Lily)

Hiksha: That Saturday evening also I went for my walk with nature. I had just finished my exams brilliantly just the previous day. So, I was very happy and had headphones plugged in with my favourite music. Time passed fast and suddenly it started raining heavily with thunders and lightning. I was not carrying an umbrella, so I ran and took shelter in the stand-alone resting place. There were few people along with me. The rain was getting stronger and stronger. One by one, people left when they had a chance and I was left alone. The area was almost deserted and it was time for my hostel to close. So I decided to walk in the rain. It was heavy rain and I was fully wet and almost blind with the heavy droplets. Suddenly I felt hands over my mouth and my body. Somebody was trying to hold me tight and drag me towards the tree. I struggled and vaguely saw there was more than one person. I tried to scream, but couldn’t. Somehow, I kicked in the groins of the one holding me and started running frantically. I didn’t know where I was running, I just knew they were behind me. I kept on running and climbing. Then there was nowhere to go. I was at the top of the artificial cliff and saw four guys closing in on me. Without thinking anything, I jumped off the cliff and hit the ground hard.

(She was uncontrollably sobbing now)

Hiksha: I was lying on the ground covered in blood the whole night. Only by morning, the sweepers found me and then informed the hospital and police. I was declared brain dead at the hospital and saw my parents crying. I was the only child!! I just felt cold and then I officially died after two weeks.

(Hiksha was silent for some time after that)

All of a sudden, her face changed and it was as seen once: flesh dripping with blood and she was screaming “What did I do to anyone to experience this. I never enjoyed anything in life and I am not going to leave like this. I want to love and I want to be loved “

I was frozen with fear and then she relaxed. It was Hiksha’s face again. She told me how she saw Lily once and how her energy attracted her and she easily entered. Hiksha was enjoying things which she hadn’t experienced when we lived. She saw me and then by some karma connection got connected and here she is looking forward to love me and be loved by me ☹

And then it was Lily again, cuddling me and she just slept like that. I was scared first, then confused and then relaxed. Somehow, I felt only empathy for Hiksha. Maybe my empathetic energies attracted the energy of Hiksha’s soul.

Hiksha’s energy interacted with me for a few years and then it faded off. Details of how it happened is too personal to be shared.

I will be sharing the experiences of many others in the coming blogs.

Till then:

Did my empathetic energy invite Hiksha’s energy or in other words am I responsible for the experience I had??

How did Lily become a vessel easily for Hiksha’s energy to enter??

Is Hiksha’s energy a lower one or higher one??

Was it easy for Lily to handle 2 energies inside her: one of hers and the other of Hishka inside her ??

Demon Talk #2 Are we created by God and raised by Demons or the other way around…what makes them so different in our mind ??

January 8, 2020April 8, 2020 The Unconventional Monk1,264 Comments

Do read Demon Talk #1 before this post to get continuity.

No matter whether you are a Christian or not, we all have heard the biblical story of the First Man Adam and his wife Eve. We know Eve as the first lady, who was created from the ribs of Adam. Such a lovely romantic story which will melt our heart 😊

But how many of you have heard about Lilith, who as per old Jewish & Abrahamic tradition was the first wife of Adam? If you search her name in google, the first thing you will see is “Lilith: The most dangerous Demoness and the Queen of Demons, who has a fearsome reputation as a kidnapper & murder of children and seducer of men. Let us think about it as a folklore or a story: but how did the real first lady landed being portrayed as the first demoness??

Going deep into the folklore will give you the answers. Eve was created out of the rib of Adam, whereas Lilith was created out of the same sand from which Adam was created. Lilith was created to be equal as Adam, whereas Eve was created as submissive. Adam & Lilith was created with independent existence and were supposed to co-exist in a mutually accepted relation. But as per the story, it didn’t work out, coz of the simple reason that Lilith was not ready to be submissive to Adam and take his orders. And she went out into the restricted land of all the banished creatures (demons) and thereby eventually becoming the Queen of Demons. Then Eve was created and rest is history and known to everyone, so not going into those details 😊

So are Demons just entities we feel are superior to us and we cannot control-So we give it a scary negative image. Or are they really existing around us, with an evil intention to harm us ??

Now let us continue with the story of Lily. I had a lot of questions and scary thought about the experience of that night. Had a lot of questions to ask her, the main one being, why did she leave the note “ Thanks a lot for the beautiful night “.I had to wait till the next weekend to meet her again since I had to travel out of state for a few meetings. Exactly one week after, we met again.

It was late evening around 7 pm when I entered into her usual hangout pub. Was not sure whether I was more excited or scared to meet her. And then I saw her, bubbly as usual sitting with her friends. I was in double mind to approach her or not, but the moment she turned to my side, she waved at me and then came towards me. My heart was beating so fast, the closer she got. To my surprise, she came and hugged me and said “ Thanks for coming. I was waiting for you. Didn’t want to have my drinks before you reached “ !!

She was super excited and was walking around, holding my hand in hers and introducing me to all her friends. I was in a total confused and lost state of mind, coz before last weekend night, we never had anything more than an occasional smile or a formal greeting. And here I am, being introduced to everyone as somebody so important to her.

In between somebody offered her a drink and she declined saying that she will have it later. I saw surprise in the face of everybody who heard her answer. She asked me to dance with her on the dance floor and as if under some magic I agreed ( even though I haven’t seen a worse dancer than me 😊). It was slow music and hugging me softly while moving her body with mine, she whispered in my ears “ I know you have a lot of questions for me, I am ready to answer now “

She led me to a corner table, which was calm and almost out of the view of everyone. Even when we sat, she was still holding my hand. I had a lot of questions to ask her, but I felt lost sitting there..lost in the moment or out of fear ( I don’t know ). Somehow I asked her, why she left such a note. She replied “ coz I had a beautiful night after a long time. Finally, I found someone with whom I can be who I am “.I was speechless and confused. Inside my mind questions regarding the experience of the warm & cold feeling, the different face I saw and the reply she told now, was suffocating me.

She smiled at me again and touched my cheeks with both her hands. And there it goes again, my left cheek felt like it was touching ice cubes and right cheeks felt like, it was near a fire. She asked, “Isn’t that your first question “.

I was just mesmerized and motionless, but still facing her. Her hands were still on my cheeks. Then she told,” Do not be scared of me. I will never hurt you. I am you now & you are me now. “And then I saw the face change again. Last time it was a sudden glance, but this time I was sitting there and watching the new face. Any normal situation, I would have fallen head and heals for her, coz the face was so beautiful, such beauty that I felt cannot compare to anyone I have ever seen. I don’t know, how long I sat like that. But then the face was slowly changing back, and I saw a face without skin dripping blood from the flesh. I was shivering uncontrollably and sweating a lot, but no voice came out of me. And then it was lily’s face.

It took some time for me to be normal. Lily sat silent till then, still holding my hands. And then she stood up, kissed me on my cheeks and whispered silently in my ears “ I love you a lot and I need you…I won’t let anyone even touch you “ !!.And she left.

I just sat there for hours and my friends had to drop me at my flat after pub hours. Everyone thought I was drunk, but I didn’t have a single drop of alcohol. For the first time in my life, I didn’t have any clue what was happening and what is in stock for the next day. I was totally lost !!

The next time we met, lily told me about the other face. The name and the story behind the face. And that changed my life. Will share it in next post…

Till then think about :

Is lily a hypnotist, who has put me under hypnosis and making me imagine all these things ??

If it was such a frightening experience, why did I meet her again next week ??

Are demons evil or just portrayed as evil ??

Angel Talk #1 Are there angels around us? if so, why are they here?

January 3, 2020January 3, 2020 The Unconventional Monk1,030 Comments

We hear a lot of stories about angels and fairies from childhood. Some of them like tooth fairies, we tell our kids too. But have you ever thought about “who or what are these angels? Are they really here? What is their purpose? “

From what I have experienced, to feel and understand an angelic presence, a blind leap of faith and trust is always required. We cannot understand it with a sceptical mind, due to the very simple reason that they are not here to prove anything. Their sole purpose is to help, protect and guide us in following our life purpose. The catch here is that they will always give it only as suggestions (messages you will receive as intuitions, synchronous numbers, Universe symbols, so on…). And they will leave it to us, to use our FREE WILL to decide what to do. Angels will never interfere in your free will and they never keep any grudge/ill feeling coz you didn’t listen to what they said. They will keep on trying to help you move towards your life purpose(if not this life, then next 😊)

Everybody has a guardian angel/angels to help and guide. We get so manipulated by internal and external constraints that, we stop listening to the messages they give us. And Guardian angels are the lowest in the ranking of the angels. For just information purpose, the hierarchy of angels are of nine orders/ranking: Seraphim-Cherubim-Thrones-Dominions-Virtues-Powers-Principalities-Arch angels-Guardian angels. And we are going to just talk about Arch angles & Guardian angels, who work more closely with us

Let me now tell about the life-changing incident faced by Sanjay. He was in his mid-30s when the incident happened. He was by all definition of society, a successful professional with a bright career and a well-settled family. His wife had decided to be a homemaker, taking care of their 2 daughters in their 3-bedroom apartment in a posh locality in Mumbai. Everything was going so well and then the incident happened…

During one of the monsoons, Sanjay had to go to the next city for an emergency meeting. Flights were delayed due to the rain and so he decided to drive till there. The meeting got over by late evening and Sanjay was planning to reach home for dinner since he needed only a 3-hour drive to reach home.

He started driving back through the express highway and in half an hour heavy rain with wind started. There was also heavy lightning and thunder. The visibility was getting difficult and Sanjay decided to park on the roadside for some time. He switched on the hazard lights of the car and tried calling his wife. After several tries call got connected and his wife told that roads have started flooding in Mumbai and even power supply is gone. They were on generator back up and didn’t know how long it will last. The kids were frightened and had started crying. Sanjay tried to speak to the kids, but the call got cut off and he couldn’t reconnect even after multiple tries.

Sanjay felt really restless and wanted to reach home asap. So even though there was a strong logical feeling against it, he decided to continue driving. There were few cars parked just ahead. When his car started moving, he saw a lady coming out of one car, drenching in rain and waving her hands frantically at him. Sanjay noticed instantly that she was wearing business attire and without any second thought, stopped the car near her. She opened the door and said “Hi. My name is Meenakshi, I am travelling towards Mumbai and my car has a breakdown. Is it possible to give me a lift till where ever possible “? Sanjay told her that he is also going to Mumbai and he will give her a lift till there. Meenakshi went to her car, took her bags and got into Sanjay’s car after locking hers. And their journey started….

With very few conversations itself, both of them made good rapport. Sanjay came to know that she was working as the top executive of a fashion brand and was on her return way after an event promo in Pune. She was in her early 30s and single. Meenakshi was wet and didn’t have any spare dress. So, she was managing herself in a wet dress. She was a charmer and in no time, Sanjay got very attracted to her talks and her subtle laughs. He was fast moving into a trance state of mind. He was driving so effortlessly and the heavy rain, lightning and thunder had no effect on him. His mind was only fixed on the coffee, which Meenakshi had promised to make when he drops her in her flat (which for his surprise , she told as right next to his street).

Next 2 hour went fast like this and they reached Mumbai very smoothly amidst all the chaos. Meenakshi directed him towards her street and suddenly his car hit a bike rider, who appeared from nowhere (as always). Sanjay suddenly stopped the car and got out to check what had happened. To his relief, the bike rider got up and apologized and said that it was his mistake. Sanjay helped him to get the bike started and he rode off. Relieved, Sanjay got back into the car and when he turned to speak to Meenakshi, she was not in her seat!!

Sanjay was startled. He got out of the car and enquired to people who were standing in and around there. But no one saw a lady getting out of the car! Sanjay checked with everyone there, everybody said..we didn’t see anyone !!

Sanjay was speechless and somehow got into the car. And due to some intuition, he touched the seat on which Meenakshi was sitting. There was not a single drop of water or wetness on the seat. It was as dry as an unused seat. Sanjay trembled with fear and somehow managed to drive his car to his apartment, next street.

He reached his flat and still the power was gone. On seeing him, his neighbour came running to him and told that his elder daughter slipped down the floor and she had a concussion and was in hospital. They were waiting to do an emergency operation, but holding it, since hers was a rare blood group O- and they didn’t have enough in their blood bank. He rushed to the hospital and the surgery successfully happened immediately after, since his blood group was the same 😊

Next day, sitting near his daughter’s Hospital bed, Sanjay was reading the newspaper. He saw the main caption “Landslide due to torrential rain in Mumbai-Pune highway.2 dead and traffic blocked till things are cleared “. Sanjay froze when he noticed in the news that, the mishap had happened exactly at the same spot where he had parked his car.

So, what do you all think… Meenakshi was an angel or was it all in his head?