Demon Talk # 6 : Unveiling Taboos: Exploring the Depths of Necrophilia

This time, I delve into the dark corners of human experience, exploring incidents that are both deeply disturbing and undeniably real. Years ago, I witnessed something so terrifying that it left an irreversible mark on my soul and psyche. The subject is necrophilia—a taboo so profound that even discussing it can be unsettling. If you find such topics distressing, I urge you to stop here. But if you choose to continue, prepare to confront one of humanity’s most dark and evil obsessions, a grim intersection of psychological torment and supernatural malevolence.

Necrophilia, the morbid fascination and sexual attraction to corpses, is often rooted in profound psychological disturbances. Individuals afflicted with this condition may have experienced severe childhood trauma, attachment disorders, or a deep-seated fear of rejection, which manifests in the desire for a partner who cannot reciprocate or judge. This perverse fixation may serve as a twisted means of exerting control and dominance over the deceased, fulfilling unmet emotional needs in a way that living relationships cannot.

On the other hand, from a supernatural perspective, necrophilia can be perceived as an act of demonic possession. It is believed that such malevolent entities prey on the vulnerabilities of their victims, driving them to commit acts of desecration and blasphemy. This possession aggravates the individual’s innate desires, leading to an escalation in their revolting behaviours. The demonic influence not only corrupts the person’s soul but also binds them to a cycle of darkness and savagery, making the line between psychological illness and supernatural manipulation disturbingly thin.

Whispers of Darkness: A Descent into Madness and Evil

My destination was an old mansion that stood on the outskirts, a relic from a bygone era. It was a place of many stories, whispered among the townsfolk, tales of madness and darkness that had kept it abandoned for years. Tonight, however, the mansion seemed almost alive, the windows glowing faintly as if welcoming me into its embrace.

The door creaked open with a push, and I stepped inside, greeted by the musty scent of decay. The air was thick with the weight of memories, and I could almost hear the voices of those who once lived here. As I wandered through the halls, I came across a room that felt colder than the rest. An inexplicable chill ran down my spine as I entered, my breath visible in the sudden drop in temperature.

The room was furnished sparsely: a bed with ragged sheets, a dresser with a cracked mirror, and a desk cluttered with old papers. One paper caught my eye, yellowed with age and filled with shabby handwriting. I picked it up, and as I read, the story began to unfold.

In the early 1900s, the mansion belonged to the V family, a family respected and feared in equal measure. Govind, the patriarch, was a man of science, though his interests often delved into the gruesome category. His wife, Radha, was known for her beauty and her hauntingly sad eyes, but it was their son, Arjun, who was the subject of the town’s darkest gossip.

Arjun was a troubled child, his behaviour growing more erratic and disturbing with each passing year. By the time he reached adulthood, the whispers of his fascination with the dead had become a roar. It was said that he would spend hours in the family crypt, speaking to the remains of his ancestors, and performing rituals that left the villagers uneasy.

The townspeople often saw Arjun wandering the graveyard at odd hours, muttering to himself or staring intently at the freshly dug graves. He was known to frequent the local mortuary, offering his services to the undertaker under the guise of learning the trade. The undertaker, an elderly man with failing eyesight, appreciated the help and rarely questioned Arjun’s peculiar habits

It wasn’t just his presence that unsettled people—it was what he did. Arjun had a peculiar affinity for the dead, one that went beyond mere fascination. He was often seen caressing the cold skin of corpses, whispering sweet nothings into the ears of those who could no longer hear. His actions were a grotesque parody of love and tenderness, a chilling reflection of his disturbed mind.

One particularly stormy night, Arjun’s behaviour took a turn for the worse. The house staff reported seeing him carry a young woman into the mansion, her lifeless body a testament to his madness. The woman, a local girl named Meera, had been missing for days, and her reappearance in such a manner confirmed the worst fears of the townspeople.

Meera’s body was found in a state that defied all norms of decency and humanity. Arjun had not merely stolen her life; he had desecrated her in ways that left seasoned law enforcement officials speechless. Her corpse had been arranged in a monstrous imitation of domesticity, dressed in fine clothes and seated at the dining table as if she were still among the living. The acts he had committed were unspeakable, a horrifying blend of necrophilia and ritualistic reverence.

Radha, desperate to save her son from the darkness consuming him, sought the help of a priest known for his work with the supernatural. Father Joseph was a stern man with piercing blue eyes that seemed to see into the very soul. He arrived at the mansion armed with holy water, a crucifix, and a resolve to rid the Varma family of the evil that had taken root.

The exorcism began at midnight, the storm raging outside mirroring the turmoil within. Arjun was bound to his bed, thrashing and screaming as Father Joseph chanted prayers, his voice unwavering despite the chaos. The room grew colder, the air heavy with a malevolent presence. Shadows danced on the walls, forming grotesque shapes that seemed almost alive.

Arjun’s screams turned savage, a deep, inhuman growl that sent shivers down the spines of those present. His eyes, once a deep brown, now glowed a fiery red, and his strength was inhuman. Father Joseph continued his prayers, the crucifix held high, determined to banish the demon that had taken hold.

As the exorcism reached its climax, Arjun’s body convulsed violently, a dark mist escaping his mouth with a blood-curdling scream. The room fell silent, the oppressive atmosphere lifting as the demon was driven out. Arjun lay still, his body broken but his soul freed from the evil that had possessed him.

I lowered the paper, my mind reeling from the tale I’d just read. The V mansion, a place of such beauty and promise, had been tainted by darkness and despair. I felt a strange compulsion to explore further, to uncover more of the secrets hidden within these walls.

As I ascended the grand staircase, I heard a faint whispering, as if the house itself was trying to speak to me. Following the sound, I found myself in the attic, a space cluttered with forgotten belongings. In the corner, half-hidden under a dusty sheet,, was a large, ornate mirror. I approached it, feeling a pull that I couldn’t explain.

My reflection stared back at me, but there was something wrong. The eyes looking out from the mirror weren’t my own; they were cold, calculating, filled with a malevolence that chilled me to the bone. Before I could react, the room seemed to shift around me, and I was no longer in the attic.

I was standing in the crypt. The air was thick with the scent of earth and decay, the only light coming from flickering candles that cast long shadows on the walls. I heard footsteps behind me and turned to see Arjun, his eyes glowing red, a cruel smile playing on his lips.

“You shouldn’t have come here,” he said, his voice a low growl. “This place is mine, and you will join me in my eternal torment.”

Panic gripped me as I realized there was no escape. Arjun advanced, his form shifting, becoming more monstrous with each step. Just as he reached out to me, the scene dissolved, and I found myself back in the attic, the mirror shattered at my feet.

I fled the mansion, the rain washing away the terror that clung to my skin. As I reached the safety of my home, I couldn’t shake the feeling that the V mansion had marked me, that its dark legacy would haunt me forever.

Years passed, but the memories of that night never faded. I tried to move on, but strange things kept happening around me. Objects moved on their own, whispers filled the silence, and shadows seemed to follow me. The darkness of the Varma mansion had taken root in my life, a constant reminder of the horrors I witnessed.

I began to research, desperate to find a way to rid myself of this curse. I learned of others who had experienced similar hauntings, their lives torn apart by forces beyond their control. I came across stories of necrophilia, demonic possessions, and the psychological and physical impacts of such encounters.

I reached out to these people, forming a support group of sorts, sharing our experiences,, and seeking solace in the knowledge that we weren’t alone. Together, we delved into the darkest corners of the human psyche, uncovering truths that were as terrifying as they were fascinating.

One night, during a particularly intense session, I met a woman named Anjali. Her story mirrored mine; her life was forever changed by a brush with the supernatural. I felt a connection with her, a bond forged in the fires of shared trauma.

Anjali told me of a ritual—an ancient rite that might free me from the darkness. It’s dangerous, she warned, but it’s our only hope. Desperation drove me to agree, and together we gathered the necessary items: candles, a dagger, and a book bound in human skin.

The ritual took place in the dead of night, the moon hidden behind thick clouds. We stood in the center of a circle, with Anjali chanting words in a language I didn’t understand. The air grew heavy, the shadows deepened as the ritual progressed.

Suddenly, a chill ran through me, and I felt a presence, dark and powerful. I saw Arjun, his form shifting between human and demon, his eyes glowing with malevolence. He reached for me, but this time, I was ready.

With a cry, I plunged the dagger into my own hand, the pain grounding me, and giving me strength. I repeated the words Anjali taught me, feeling the power of the ritual flow through me. The air crackled with energy, and with a final shout, I banished Arjun, the darkness lifting as he was torn from my soul.

I collapsed, exhausted but free. The shadows receded, the whispers faded, and for the first time in years, I felt at peace. I looked at Anjali, gratitude and relief flooding my heart.

The ordeal had left its mark on me, but I’d survived. I’d faced the darkness and emerged victorious, stronger !

Questions to Ponder

  1. What do you think were the initial signs of Arjun’s descent into madness? Could anything have been done to prevent his spiral into necrophilia and demonic possession?
  2. Do you believe Father Joseph’s exorcism was purely a religious ritual, or did it also have psychological implications for Arjun and his family? What does this suggest about the power of belief in combating evil?
  3. After leaving the mansion, I continued to experience strange occurrences. What does this suggest about the long-term impact of supernatural encounters? Can such experiences ever truly be left behind?
  4. During the final ritual, why was it necessary to inflict pain upon themselves? What does this act symbolize in the context of overcoming evil?

Demon Talk #5 Possessed or an act of possession – How will you know if someone you know is possessed?

I am here again after a very long break. I went through so many experiences during this break:  I met somebody who was possessed and saw the demon through her eyes. I saw angelic presences multiple times guiding and protecting people. I experienced my daughter being miraculously healed by divine feminine energy and I met people who behaved like angels and demons. All these experiences are for another time. Today we are going to discuss the complexity of the human mind and how we confuse an actual possession with a psychological disorder.

Hiding true emotion is a more complicated task than we think it is and it comes naturally to the majority of us, humans. We can show love when the real feeling is lust. We can show anger when we are hurt. We can show care, even when we are jealous. This occurs either by intended manipulation or by suppression of true feelings. But for a few, it reaches a stage where they are not able to express their true emotions anymore, due to the continuous usage of pseudo feelings, which leads to depression or eccentricity in many cases.

Psychologists and psychotherapists have so many clinical definitions and terms used to refer to situations that may occur as the output of these pseudo feelings and suppressions. Psychosomatic disorder is the most debated psychological condition involving the occurrence of physical symptoms, usually lacking medical explanations. A lot of times when a person is said to be possessed, it may be an extreme condition of psychosomatic disorder mixed with other psychological conditions. But then how to know whether the person is actually possessed or not is the difficult part.

I have interacted with many who claimed to be exorcists and who really were. One thing I have understood and seen for real is that a lot of the scenes we have in our minds regarding possession, (which we are familiar with from horror movies) can also be mocked by a person who has psychological disorders. The screaming, the scratchings on bodies, extra strength, blasphemy, speaking gibberish: everything can be manipulated to show false possession. But one thing which always proves a possession undoubtedly is in the movement of the eyes and the reflection you can see in the eyes. You just need to have the courage to continuously gaze into the eyes of the possessed and you will see the signs 🙂

The supernatural -demons and the angels are all around us, even if you don’t want to believe it. I have come across the case of a person who painted his mirror full black and the next day was found dead with his head crashed into the mirror and another case where a person was using a pendulum dowsing and the pendulum swung unnaturally hitting the person strongly between his eyes killing him instantly. These are the actions of the unknown forces, known to only a few who have evolved. The majority of us are not aware of how and why these cases have happened, but that doesn’t mean that there are no such forces 🙂

Salma and Basil met each other for the first time during a training program. Basil was part of the training team and Salma was part of the team coordinating the event. The program spread over ten days and both of them interacted a lot during the period. They felt comfortable in each other’s presence and became friends very fast.

Salma was a YouTube celebrity with a lot of followers for the interesting videos she uploaded. She used to share a lot of motivational and self-help videos, which viewers found extremely helpful. Basil, on the other hand, was an extrovert who liked to be in the limelight surrounded by people, and being the center of attraction all the time. Both of them had this feeling of suffocation when they were not surrounded by people. Another common factor was that both of them were not very religious and never preferred to visit any religious places.

Within three months of meeting for the first time. Salma and Basil became very close and they were hanging with each other all the time and Basil started appearing in her YouTube videos along with her. One weekend they planned to record a video in a house on an isolated private island. The house was surrounded by a lake and there was no other inhabitant on the island other than anyone who would stay in that house. Salma wanted to boost up the interest of viewers by posting the video of their stay in that house since it was considered to be haunted and hence, they planned the trip.

A boat dropped them on the island the next weekend evening and left. The house was well maintained and had a path laid out properly to reach there. They were pleasantly surprised to see how beautiful the house was once they entered it. They recorded a lot of videos in and around the house. Salma and Basil were very excited and happy with their adrenaline level very high, thinking about spending the night in a haunted house. The adrenalin sparked emotions which never happened before and they started getting physically intimate.

Basil was well built and was proud of his physical stature, whereas Salma was what you will refer to as a “slim beauty”. But during the physical intercourse, Basil was shocked to see the brute power Salma possessed. It was like he was helpless under her power and she was making all types of growling sounds, which he never heard before. It was scary and pleasurable at the same time for him. When everything got over, Basil was left confused about what exactly happened, while Salma was really happy. She made a coffee and they were sitting closely against each other. She was looking into his eyes, and it is then that Basil saw the reflections in her eyes. It was like she had two pupils in between. One was normal and the other one was very scary to even look at. Whenever that pupil came, Basil felt a shiver going through his spines looking at it.

Basil couldn’t get this out of his mind even after a week of their stay in that house. He was scared and excited at the same time because his mind was always fantasizing about the wild sex they had. Then, by some wish of the universe, he accidentally met an old friend, who was a psychic. His friend immediately told him that there is a negative energy presence all around him and asked him to speak out. Basil discussed everything and his psychic friend strongly told him to cut the relationship with Salma and told specifically never to have any physical intimacy with her. The psychic felt she was possessed.

That day on his return home, Salma told him to pick her up because there was heavy rain and the city was getting flooded. Basil couldn’t say NO and picked her up from her recording studio. There was heavy traffic due to the rain and traffic was very slow moving. Salma asked him something and Basil looked at her face while replying and he again saw the twin pupil. He got really scared, but was unable to respond and was driving mechanically. Moving forward they got onto the highway, where the traffic was less. Salma started moving her wet hands over his thighs and out of sheer fear, Basil became frozen with fear and crashed his car into a truck that was parked on the side of the road.

The next thing Basil remembered was lying in hospital with multiple fractures and spine issues. His brother who was beside him told that he was in a coma for two months before he became conscious. Basil asked what happened to Salma and to his surprise, his brother replied that there was no one else found inside the car when the police rescued him. He asked his brother to check Salma’s YouTube channel and Salma was there as always posting videos every day, even on the day the accident happened!!

Few questions to think about:

Do you think Salma was possessed or did Basil imagine all these things in his mind?

Do you feel wearing any religious symbols will protect you from possession or from anyone who is possessed?

Why do you think Basil felt fear and ecstasy at the same time after the sex with Salma?

How will you have reacted differently if you were in Basil’s place?

Angel Talk #3 Communicating with angels:  an evil or blessed experience?

There are a lot of controversies around the existence of angels and communicating with them. Scientists and psychologists prefer to refer to it as illusions or hallucinations and religious sectors prefer to scare people by referring it to as only evil and a cardinal sin to try to communicate with angels. There is even an incident where a person who was a strong advocate and one who created tons of tools to help people communicate with angles, on a later stage turned hostile and started bad-mouthing the process. The various tools she has created and books she has written are still used successfully all over the world by many. But again, once the tool reaches the user, it is connected with the energy or vibration of the user and then has nothing to do with that of the one who created it. Let us all believe in the free will of each person and give them the freedom to either believe or despise the presence of angels 😊

There are many ways of communicating with angels. Whatever the tool or method used is, you need to have an energy or vibration which will keep you in an open receptive mode to receive messages from angels. Again that is not a tough thing to do if you are willing to change your mindset from being skeptical and egoistic to be one that of acceptance, self-effacing and unpresuming. Once you are in that mind state: meditation for few minutes, listening to your favourite music, gazing at the beauty of nature or even sitting still for some time can take you in that energy /vibrational state. Sometimes burning sage, scented candles, presence of crystals or geometric figures may help initiate the process.  

 Using runes and pendulums are the oldest method of communicating with angles. The most common tool used now is oracle card or angel card decks. There are also crystal gazing and angel boards available. Runes may be a bit tough to decipher initially and pendulums mostly offer Yes-No answers only. That is how oracle cards and angel cards have got so popular. Depending on the deck, the number of cards may vary. Once you have initiated the process, you can ask questions and start receiving messages through the cards you select. The biggest challenge initially will be the fight which happens between your intuitive ability and logical mind. If the logical mind overpowers the intuitive message, then the messages you receive may not be the ones from angles. This ability needs practice and a strong belief to master it. Also, the most important thing to note is that angels will never force us to do something. They will just give us suggestions about situations and shows us paths leading to our life purposes, everything leading to the higher good. It is left to us to use our free will and decide what is to be done about the angelic messages.

You may not even need any of these tools. Angels may directly communicate to you through signs you see and through your intuition.

Angel boards are different from Ouija boards but got a similar working process. They can be very blessed as well as a dangerous tool, depending on how you are using it. Treading to unknown always need that blind belief of trust in angelic protection and a very open mind state 😊  

From childhood, Sourav was gifted with strong intuitive abilities. He thought it was normal, but growing up realized that not everyone had that ability. He feared that he will be called a weirdo by his friends and instead of cherishing his gifts and using it, he started ignoring it and slowly even forgot that he had such a gift.

Moving ahead in his life, he made a lot of mistakes in college life, his career and in his financial choices and when he was in his late 30s, he was almost in a depressed state of mind. He felt all the time like a big loser standing in front of a long dark tunnel with no lights ahead. He turned into alcohol and was slowly moving towards a strong suicidal tendency. He was messing his life more and more each day. One rainy evening when he was sitting in the bar and drinking, a middle-aged man came and sat in the chair opposite to him. Being an introvert, Sourav always stayed away from interacting with strangers. So, when the man greeted him, he was reluctant to talk initially, but for some reason started talking with him.

Sourav learned that his name was Arjav and he was running an NGO taking care of stray and injured animals. They talked continuously for the next 2 hours about themselves. Sourav was feeling very confident and light. He felt thankful to Arjav and that is why he was very surprised when he heard what Arjav said next. Arjav said “Sourav…I have not met anyone like you till now. You have such a gift and have cleared a lot of my confusions. You have given me so many directions to choose from and how did you so easily guess things from my past…Thanks a lot “. Sourav was still confused even after Arjav hugged him and left.

Sourav slept with a confused mind. He asked himself many times” how I wish I could understand how I helped Arjav, when I have messed even my own life”. The morning when he got up, he saw a discussion going on his college WhatsApp group regarding an angel card reader. During day time, out of a sudden thought, Sourav called the angel card reader and booked an appointment for the evening.

  When he was waiting to meet the reader, Sourav was surprised to see the photograph of Arjav outside the room. He went inside and met the reader, whose name was Samyuktha. Sourav asked questions after questions and Samyuktha answered patiently. She told her how much angels were still trying to guide him, whenever he did mistakes in life and whenever he was drifting away from his life purpose. Sourav realized how much he has drifted away from his life purpose path and how much he has ignored the gifts. He felt really happy and light. He saw light inside the tunnel. He thanked her and while moving out asked” how do you know Arjav “  

She replied: Arjav was my elder brother. We lost him to an accident 5 years ago. How do you know him?

Sourav was shivering while walking out. He was scared first and then his mind settled. There was only gratitude left in his mind for Arjav. Sourav realized the message shown by Arjav and he was determined to do that.

8 years after that experience, today Sourav runs an NGO at 6 locations, which take cares of stray and injured animals 😊    

Few questions to think about:

Why did Sourav felt the gift as a curse initially?

Why is there a need for free will? Why can’t the angels force us to do only things best for us?

Is Arjav an angel now?

Whom do you feel directed Sourav towards his life purpose…Sourav himself, Arjav, Samyuktha or someone else?

Human Talk #3: How can we all evolve in a much faster pace -Intelligence vs Trust

As an evolved person, you will consider yourself unique and special, the same as everyone around you. You have definite purposes in life and you don’t feel the need to compare yourself with others. You will never do any nasty things and disguise it as “ego”. You won’t compete with anyone, as you are aware that only you can do the things intended for you.  

If you want to evolve yourself without much struggle, there are only two ways, as shared by many spiritually enlightened gurus: either you have enormous intelligence or you have enormous trust. What may be the easiest way? what may be hindering us from having enormous trust or enormous intelligence.

To evolve with enormous intelligence, we should be open and willing to learn and unlearn continuously from all the experiences and situations, the universe will be putting us into, in order to facilitate the process. To evolve with enormous trust, we should be able to keep aside skeptical mind and start blindly trusting the universe-the messages, the presence and even the blessings and keep on doing things as per our intuition. Though it seems easy to do, both options are challenging to follow initially. But once you learn to do it, both the options become very easy too.

There are many around us who are spiritually talented and evolved to a higher extend from many lives of learning, but unaware of it during their current life. Every learning they have is stuck inside them because for some reason they remain too skeptical in this life to realize their gifts. They just need to take that one step of blind trust and magic will happen 😊 .

So don’t bother whether you are evolving with intelligence or trust. As long as you are evolving nothing else matters and strive only for that 😊

Let me continue with the story of Samantha. Read Human Talk #2 for continuity

As you all may remember, Samantha & I had a very special relation. After reading the first part, many had asked me why did I leave her and moved away to another city, if she was so special. Actually, I don’t have an exact answer to it. I was still hung in a relation from 3 years ago, not willing to let it go. For me, Samantha was the person who was keeping me sane and alive during that phase and as per her, I was the same for her. But I believe either I took her for granted or never realized her value then. I was very excited when I received a good job offer from another city, where my ex-lover was also settled. I was still under the blind idiotic belief of revamping that relation even after no contact with her for the last three years. when i told Samantha about the offer, she immediately told me that I should go, since she knew how much I wanted to go and meet my ex. And that is how I shifted.  

She used to travel to my city in between for her official works and we used to have good times as earlier. Meanwhile, incidents happened in my life which busted the bubbles of blind love inside my mind and brought me into reality. Similar to the pattern followed by majority love failure guys, I was living with a pseudo hatred for all women and strong disbelief towards the system called marriage😊 . Then our final meeting happened.

I was fed up with my life in the city and was planning to return to my native place. Informed Samantha about it and she told that she wanted to meet me before I shifted and the next day itself she flew in. Next two days we really had a blast: got drunk, danced around and laughed our hearts out. She had her return flight the next morning and the final night, she was drunk than normal. She was lying down in my lap and was still cracking jokes over some old stories. During the hysterical laughs, she asked very casually “ Hey, Idiot…I am just too bored with this lonely life. It is too depressing. I want to make you depressed too. So let’s get married “.She was still laughing after saying this, but I was taken aback and got very confused. Seeing me shocked she asked again laughing “ Why man, you won’t marry me then “.I got very serious all of a sudden and made big statements like “ I don’t trust women any more. You are the only woman I like now, coz I don’t think about your gender when we are together. I will never get  married …”.She suddenly got up, hugged me and told me “ Hey, stupid..don’t you know me? I was just pulling your leg. Relax !! “. To be frank, I was so relieved then. We kissed, hugged and slept as we always used to do.  

Morning even though I wanted to drop her, she insisted on taking a cab. Before she started, she hugged me and told” You know, you are a very special person. You will realise your value and start treating yourself properly one day “.She gave me a tight hug, kissed me on my cheeks and forehead and left. I had a very heavy heart after she left, but was very relaxed after I received her normal jovial funny audio message saying that she has boarded the flight. And that was the last time I met her and heard her voice.

There was no message from her for the next few days and I couldn’t get her on calls, but then it was normal for her. She used to call or message out of the blue since her work involved a lot of travel to remote locations with restricted network access. After a month I got a call which sent shivers down my spine even now after 12 years with its mere thoughts. It was a common friend asking me whether I was aware that Samantha had committed suicide 3 weeks ago, almost a week after we last met !! 

I was shocked, devasted and grief-struck. I called many of our common contacts. Nobody was aware of what had happened. I travelled to Punjab with an address which she had once shared. She was not interested in discussing anything about her family, so I didn’t know anything about them. Somehow I traced her family, met her relatives and learned the shocking fact that she had acute depression since childhood due to losing both her parents in an accident. She grew up under the effect of a lot of psychotic drugs and had trust issues and never was close to anyone. I realized painfully that I was the only one she trusted ☹ and maybe she wanted to try leading a normal life with me. But unfortunately, she masked all those perfectly away from me and never showed any signs of it. I still consider it as my biggest failure and pain in my life till now, that maybe I was responsible to let her die !!

A lot of questions about her disturbed me since then for a long time. Some of them are still left unanswered. Leaving a few questions for everyone to ponder:

How could someone after being so close, mask their worst and painful emotions?

Why somebody has to suffer until their death, even when they are immensely talented compared to the majority around them?

Since this experience prompted me to go into a process of self-awareness, was Samantha meant to be in my life to trigger my evolution?

What may have hindered Samantha from evolving?

 

Demon Talk # 3 Seeing or experiencing demons: Is it a curse carried from a past life or it just happens??

The concept that we have a Soul, Mind and Body and the same soul travels through various lives carrying the lessons and memories carried from each life has been disputed for a long time. One of the oldest religions in the world Hinduism supports this and even the research work of Dr Brian Weiss as shared in many of his books gives evidence for it.  These memories will include things/situations which were already experienced and things/situations which were desired. ‘Karma “is actually the memories of the ones that you experienced in real and others are just desires. So, will your Karma make you experience demons and does these desires have any role??  

Psychologists will give us a huge number of reasons which includes sleep paralysis, extreme depression & loneliness and try to establish their theory that demons or ghost experiences are just the play of mind. But there are many documented cases which contradicts it. I am not here to argue or establish any beliefs. I believe in experiences & what intuitions tell me and I strongly urge everybody to do the same 😊

There are a lot of entities around us which are in the form of energies. These energies can take any form. They are there from the beginning and they will be there till the end. We may or may not get the chance to experience them. These energies may be Higher/Lower, Positive/Negative, Strong/weak, Divine/Demonic…. the list continues. There is energy inside us too. Lower energy tends to attract lower energy.  When we are in high energy, we tend to attract high energy. So let us see now why some of us may experience a lower/negative/demonic energy.

It can be due to one of the reasons below or a mix of it:

  • You are in a lower energy and in a vulnerable state to attract lower energy and a lower energy finds you as a suitable vessel to interact
  • You have desires from your past life to interact with demons
  • You have karmas as a result of which you are bound to interact with negative energy
  • You do rituals to initiate such interactions
  • For reasons unknown

Except for reasons unknown, there are steps which can be done to lessen the effects/changes or remove it completely which has to be done with total belief 😊  

Let us know return to Lily. Read Demon Talk #1 and Demon Talk # 2 for continuity.  

Even though I was curious to know about the change of face, I was equally scared to meet her. But we met again in a few days when she called and came to my apartment the next weekend. She looked beautiful as usual and was in a very happy mood, cracking jokes and dancing around. She wanted to cook the dinner and once it was done, we sat down for dinner. We had casual conversations and then she suddenly became silent. After a few moments she started the talk for which I was waiting & about which I was very scared too.  

Lily: You are a good person with a good soul. I wish there was a person like you around me when I had to end my life.  

Me (shivering): Who are you?  

Lily: My name is Hiksha.I was a medical student and a very studious one. I was so engaged in my studies that I forgot everything else. Only leisure I used to take was the evening stroll I used to have during Saturday evenings in the nearby public park.  

(Her face was changed now. I realized I was talking to Hiksha and not Lily)

Hiksha: That Saturday evening also I went for my walk with nature. I had just finished my exams brilliantly just the previous day. So, I was very happy and had headphones plugged in with my favourite music. Time passed fast and suddenly it started raining heavily with thunders and lightning. I was not carrying an umbrella, so I ran and took shelter in the stand-alone resting place. There were few people along with me. The rain was getting stronger and stronger. One by one, people left when they had a chance and I was left alone. The area was almost deserted and it was time for my hostel to close. So I decided to walk in the rain. It was heavy rain and I was fully wet and almost blind with the heavy droplets. Suddenly I felt hands over my mouth and my body. Somebody was trying to hold me tight and drag me towards the tree. I struggled and vaguely saw there was more than one person. I tried to scream, but couldn’t. Somehow, I kicked in the groins of the one holding me and started running frantically. I didn’t know where I was running, I just knew they were behind me. I kept on running and climbing. Then there was nowhere to go. I was at the top of the artificial cliff and saw four guys closing in on me. Without thinking anything, I jumped off the cliff and hit the ground hard.

(She was uncontrollably sobbing now)

Hiksha: I was lying on the ground covered in blood the whole night. Only by morning, the sweepers found me and then informed the hospital and police. I was declared brain dead at the hospital and saw my parents crying. I was the only child!! I just felt cold and then I officially died after two weeks.

(Hiksha was silent for some time after that)

All of a sudden, her face changed and it was as seen once: flesh dripping with blood and she was screaming “What did I do to anyone to experience this. I never enjoyed anything in life and I am not going to leave like this. I want to love and I want to be loved “

I was frozen with fear and then she relaxed. It was Hiksha’s face again. She told me how she saw Lily once and how her energy attracted her and she easily entered. Hiksha was enjoying things which she hadn’t experienced when we lived. She saw me and then by some karma connection got connected and here she is looking forward to love me and be loved by me ☹

And then it was Lily again, cuddling me and she just slept like that. I was scared first, then confused and then relaxed. Somehow, I felt only empathy for Hiksha. Maybe my empathetic energies attracted the energy of Hiksha’s soul.  

Hiksha’s energy interacted with me for a few years and then it faded off. Details of how it happened is too personal to be shared.

I will be sharing the experiences of many others in the coming blogs.

Till then:

Did my empathetic energy invite Hiksha’s energy or in other words am I responsible for the experience I had??  

How did Lily become a vessel easily for Hiksha’s energy to enter??  

Is Hiksha’s energy a lower one or higher one??  

Was it easy for Lily to handle 2 energies inside her: one of hers and the other of Hishka inside her ??


Demon Talk #2 Are we created by God and raised by Demons or the other way around…what makes them so different in our mind ??

Do read Demon Talk #1 before this post to get continuity.

No matter whether you are a Christian or not, we all have heard the biblical story of the First Man Adam and his wife Eve. We know Eve as the first lady, who was created from the ribs of Adam. Such a lovely romantic story which will melt our heart 😊

But how many of you have heard about Lilith, who as per old Jewish & Abrahamic tradition was the first wife of Adam? If you search her name in google, the first thing you will see is “Lilith: The most dangerous Demoness and the Queen of Demons, who has a fearsome reputation as a kidnapper & murder of children and seducer of men. Let us think about it as a folklore or a story: but how did the real first lady landed being portrayed as the first demoness??

Going deep into the folklore will give you the answers. Eve was created out of the rib of Adam, whereas Lilith was created out of the same sand from which Adam was created. Lilith was created to be equal as Adam, whereas Eve was created as submissive. Adam & Lilith was created with independent existence and were supposed to co-exist in a mutually accepted relation. But as per the story, it didn’t work out, coz of the simple reason that Lilith was not ready to be submissive to Adam and take his orders. And she went out into the restricted land of all the banished creatures (demons) and thereby eventually becoming the Queen of Demons. Then Eve was created and rest is history and known to everyone, so not going into those details 😊

So are Demons just entities we feel are superior to us and we cannot control-So we give it a scary negative image. Or are they really existing around us, with an evil intention to harm us ??

Now let us continue with the story of Lily. I had a lot of questions and scary thought about the experience of that night. Had a lot of questions to ask her, the main one being, why did she leave the note “ Thanks a lot for the beautiful night “.I had to wait till the next weekend to meet her again since I had to travel out of state for a few meetings. Exactly one week after, we met again.

It was late evening around 7 pm when I entered into her usual hangout pub. Was not sure whether I was more excited or scared to meet her. And then I saw her, bubbly as usual sitting with her friends. I was in double mind to approach her or not, but the moment she turned to my side, she waved at me and then came towards me. My heart was beating so fast, the closer she got. To my surprise, she came and hugged me and said “ Thanks for coming. I was waiting for you. Didn’t want to have my drinks before you reached “ !!

She was super excited and was walking around, holding my hand in hers and introducing me to all her friends. I was in a total confused and lost state of mind, coz before last weekend night, we never had anything more than an occasional smile or a formal greeting. And here I am, being introduced to everyone as somebody so important to her.

In between somebody offered her a drink and she declined saying that she will have it later. I saw surprise in the face of everybody who heard her answer. She asked me to dance with her on the dance floor and as if under some magic I agreed ( even though I haven’t seen a worse dancer than me 😊). It was slow music and hugging me softly while moving her body with mine, she whispered in my ears “ I know you have a lot of questions for me, I am ready to answer now “

She led me to a corner table, which was calm and almost out of the view of everyone. Even when we sat, she was still holding my hand. I had a lot of questions to ask her, but I felt lost sitting there..lost in the moment or out of fear ( I don’t know ). Somehow I asked her, why she left such a note. She replied “ coz I had a beautiful night after a long time. Finally, I found someone with whom I can be who I am “.I was speechless and confused. Inside my mind questions regarding the experience of the warm & cold feeling, the different face I saw and the reply she told now, was suffocating me.

She smiled at me again and touched my cheeks with both her hands. And there it goes again, my left cheek felt like it was touching ice cubes and right cheeks felt like, it was near a fire. She asked, “Isn’t that your first question “.

I was just mesmerized and motionless, but still facing her. Her hands were still on my cheeks. Then she told,” Do not be scared of me. I will never hurt you. I am you now & you are me now. “And then I saw the face change again. Last time it was a sudden glance, but this time I was sitting there and watching the new face. Any normal situation, I would have fallen head and heals for her, coz the face was so beautiful, such beauty that I felt cannot compare to anyone I have ever seen. I don’t know, how long I sat like that. But then the face was slowly changing back, and I saw a face without skin dripping blood from the flesh. I was shivering uncontrollably and sweating a lot, but no voice came out of me. And then it was lily’s face.

It took some time for me to be normal. Lily sat silent till then, still holding my hands. And then she stood up, kissed me on my cheeks and whispered silently in my ears “ I love you a lot and I need you…I won’t let anyone even touch you “ !!.And she left.

I just sat there for hours and my friends had to drop me at my flat after pub hours. Everyone thought I was drunk, but I didn’t have a single drop of alcohol. For the first time in my life, I didn’t have any clue what was happening and what is in stock for the next day. I was totally lost !!

The next time we met, lily told me about the other face. The name and the story behind the face. And that changed my life. Will share it in next post…

Till then think about :

Is lily a hypnotist, who has put me under hypnosis and making me imagine all these things ??

If it was such a frightening experience, why did I meet her again next week ??

Are demons evil or just portrayed as evil ??