Demon Talk #2 Are we created by God and raised by Demons or the other way around…what makes them so different in our mind ??

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Do read Demon Talk #1 before this post to get continuity.

No matter whether you are a Christian or not, we all have heard the biblical story of the First Man Adam and his wife Eve. We know Eve as the first lady, who was created from the ribs of Adam. Such a lovely romantic story which will melt our heart 😊

But how many of you have heard about Lilith, who as per old Jewish & Abrahamic tradition was the first wife of Adam? If you search her name in google, the first thing you will see is “Lilith: The most dangerous Demoness and the Queen of Demons, who has a fearsome reputation as a kidnapper & murder of children and seducer of men. Let us think about it as a folklore or a story: but how did the real first lady landed being portrayed as the first demoness??

Going deep into the folklore will give you the answers. Eve was created out of the rib of Adam, whereas Lilith was created out of the same sand from which Adam was created. Lilith was created to be equal as Adam, whereas Eve was created as submissive. Adam & Lilith was created with independent existence and were supposed to co-exist in a mutually accepted relation. But as per the story, it didn’t work out, coz of the simple reason that Lilith was not ready to be submissive to Adam and take his orders. And she went out into the restricted land of all the banished creatures (demons) and thereby eventually becoming the Queen of Demons. Then Eve was created and rest is history and known to everyone, so not going into those details 😊

So are Demons just entities we feel are superior to us and we cannot control-So we give it a scary negative image. Or are they really existing around us, with an evil intention to harm us ??

Now let us continue with the story of Lily. I had a lot of questions and scary thought about the experience of that night. Had a lot of questions to ask her, the main one being, why did she leave the note “ Thanks a lot for the beautiful night “.I had to wait till the next weekend to meet her again since I had to travel out of state for a few meetings. Exactly one week after, we met again.

It was late evening around 7 pm when I entered into her usual hangout pub. Was not sure whether I was more excited or scared to meet her. And then I saw her, bubbly as usual sitting with her friends. I was in double mind to approach her or not, but the moment she turned to my side, she waved at me and then came towards me. My heart was beating so fast, the closer she got. To my surprise, she came and hugged me and said “ Thanks for coming. I was waiting for you. Didn’t want to have my drinks before you reached “ !!

She was super excited and was walking around, holding my hand in hers and introducing me to all her friends. I was in a total confused and lost state of mind, coz before last weekend night, we never had anything more than an occasional smile or a formal greeting. And here I am, being introduced to everyone as somebody so important to her.

In between somebody offered her a drink and she declined saying that she will have it later. I saw surprise in the face of everybody who heard her answer. She asked me to dance with her on the dance floor and as if under some magic I agreed ( even though I haven’t seen a worse dancer than me 😊). It was slow music and hugging me softly while moving her body with mine, she whispered in my ears “ I know you have a lot of questions for me, I am ready to answer now “

She led me to a corner table, which was calm and almost out of the view of everyone. Even when we sat, she was still holding my hand. I had a lot of questions to ask her, but I felt lost sitting there..lost in the moment or out of fear ( I don’t know ). Somehow I asked her, why she left such a note. She replied “ coz I had a beautiful night after a long time. Finally, I found someone with whom I can be who I am “.I was speechless and confused. Inside my mind questions regarding the experience of the warm & cold feeling, the different face I saw and the reply she told now, was suffocating me.

She smiled at me again and touched my cheeks with both her hands. And there it goes again, my left cheek felt like it was touching ice cubes and right cheeks felt like, it was near a fire. She asked, “Isn’t that your first question “.

I was just mesmerized and motionless, but still facing her. Her hands were still on my cheeks. Then she told,” Do not be scared of me. I will never hurt you. I am you now & you are me now. “And then I saw the face change again. Last time it was a sudden glance, but this time I was sitting there and watching the new face. Any normal situation, I would have fallen head and heals for her, coz the face was so beautiful, such beauty that I felt cannot compare to anyone I have ever seen. I don’t know, how long I sat like that. But then the face was slowly changing back, and I saw a face without skin dripping blood from the flesh. I was shivering uncontrollably and sweating a lot, but no voice came out of me. And then it was lily’s face.

It took some time for me to be normal. Lily sat silent till then, still holding my hands. And then she stood up, kissed me on my cheeks and whispered silently in my ears “ I love you a lot and I need you…I won’t let anyone even touch you “ !!.And she left.

I just sat there for hours and my friends had to drop me at my flat after pub hours. Everyone thought I was drunk, but I didn’t have a single drop of alcohol. For the first time in my life, I didn’t have any clue what was happening and what is in stock for the next day. I was totally lost !!

The next time we met, lily told me about the other face. The name and the story behind the face. And that changed my life. Will share it in next post…

Till then think about :

Is lily a hypnotist, who has put me under hypnosis and making me imagine all these things ??

If it was such a frightening experience, why did I meet her again next week ??

Are demons evil or just portrayed as evil ??

Angel Talk #1 Are there angels around us? if so, why are they here?

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We hear a lot of stories about angels and fairies from childhood. Some of them like tooth fairies, we tell our kids too. But have you ever thought about “who or what are these angels? Are they really here? What is their purpose? “

From what I have experienced, to feel and understand an angelic presence, a blind leap of faith and trust is always required. We cannot understand it with a sceptical mind, due to the very simple reason that they are not here to prove anything. Their sole purpose is to help, protect and guide us in following our life purpose. The catch here is that they will always give it only as suggestions (messages you will receive as intuitions, synchronous numbers, Universe symbols, so on…). And they will leave it to us, to use our FREE WILL to decide what to do. Angels will never interfere in your free will and they never keep any grudge/ill feeling coz you didn’t listen to what they said. They will keep on trying to help you move towards your life purpose(if not this life, then next 😊)

Everybody has a guardian angel/angels to help and guide. We get so manipulated by internal and external constraints that, we stop listening to the messages they give us. And Guardian angels are the lowest in the ranking of the angels. For just information purpose, the hierarchy of angels are of nine orders/ranking: Seraphim-Cherubim-Thrones-Dominions-Virtues-Powers-Principalities-Arch angels-Guardian angels. And we are going to just talk about Arch angles & Guardian angels, who work more closely with us

Let me now tell about the life-changing incident faced by Sanjay. He was in his mid-30s when the incident happened. He was by all definition of society, a successful professional with a bright career and a well-settled family. His wife had decided to be a homemaker, taking care of their 2 daughters in their 3-bedroom apartment in a posh locality in Mumbai. Everything was going so well and then the incident happened…

During one of the monsoons, Sanjay had to go to the next city for an emergency meeting. Flights were delayed due to the rain and so he decided to drive till there. The meeting got over by late evening and Sanjay was planning to reach home for dinner since he needed only a 3-hour drive to reach home.

He started driving back through the express highway and in half an hour heavy rain with wind started. There was also heavy lightning and thunder. The visibility was getting difficult and Sanjay decided to park on the roadside for some time. He switched on the hazard lights of the car and tried calling his wife. After several tries call got connected and his wife told that roads have started flooding in Mumbai and even power supply is gone. They were on generator back up and didn’t know how long it will last. The kids were frightened and had started crying. Sanjay tried to speak to the kids, but the call got cut off and he couldn’t reconnect even after multiple tries.

Sanjay felt really restless and wanted to reach home asap. So even though there was a strong logical feeling against it, he decided to continue driving. There were few cars parked just ahead. When his car started moving, he saw a lady coming out of one car, drenching in rain and waving her hands frantically at him. Sanjay noticed instantly that she was wearing business attire and without any second thought, stopped the car near her. She opened the door and said “Hi. My name is Meenakshi, I am travelling towards Mumbai and my car has a breakdown. Is it possible to give me a lift till where ever possible “? Sanjay told her that he is also going to Mumbai and he will give her a lift till there. Meenakshi went to her car, took her bags and got into Sanjay’s car after locking hers. And their journey started….

With very few conversations itself, both of them made good rapport. Sanjay came to know that she was working as the top executive of a fashion brand and was on her return way after an event promo in Pune. She was in her early 30s and single. Meenakshi was wet and didn’t have any spare dress. So, she was managing herself in a wet dress. She was a charmer and in no time, Sanjay got very attracted to her talks and her subtle laughs. He was fast moving into a trance state of mind. He was driving so effortlessly and the heavy rain, lightning and thunder had no effect on him. His mind was only fixed on the coffee, which Meenakshi had promised to make when he drops her in her flat (which for his surprise , she told as right next to his street).

Next 2 hour went fast like this and they reached Mumbai very smoothly amidst all the chaos. Meenakshi directed him towards her street and suddenly his car hit a bike rider, who appeared from nowhere (as always). Sanjay suddenly stopped the car and got out to check what had happened. To his relief, the bike rider got up and apologized and said that it was his mistake. Sanjay helped him to get the bike started and he rode off.  Relieved, Sanjay got back into the car and when he turned to speak to Meenakshi, she was not in her seat!!

Sanjay was startled. He got out of the car and enquired to people who were standing in and around there. But no one saw a lady getting out of the car! Sanjay checked with everyone there, everybody said..we didn’t see anyone !!

Sanjay was speechless and somehow got into the car. And due to some intuition, he touched the seat on which Meenakshi was sitting. There was not a single drop of water or wetness on the seat. It was as dry as an unused seat. Sanjay trembled with fear and somehow managed to drive his car to his apartment, next street.

He reached his flat and still the power was gone. On seeing him, his neighbour came running to him and told that his elder daughter slipped down the floor and she had a concussion and was in hospital. They were waiting to do an emergency operation, but holding it, since hers was a rare blood group O- and they didn’t have enough in their blood bank. He rushed to the hospital and the surgery successfully happened immediately after, since his blood group was the same 😊

Next day, sitting near his daughter’s Hospital bed, Sanjay was reading the newspaper. He saw the main caption “Landslide due to torrential rain in Mumbai-Pune highway.2 dead and traffic blocked till things are cleared “. Sanjay froze when he noticed in the news that, the mishap had happened exactly at the same spot where he had parked his car.

So, what do you all think… Meenakshi was an angel or was it all in his head?

More intense experiences to follow… 😊

Till then, just think about:

If Meenakshi was really an angel, why did it take the form of a lady, drenched in rain?

How did Sanjay’s mood change so fast in the presence of a charming lady?

Is our mind capable of creating such vivid imaginations?

Human talk #1 What makes us feel more human…Our weaknesses or strengths?

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Each one of us is unique and special in our own way with a particular set of weaknesses and strengths inside us. The combination of these character traits keeps on changing every moment, depending on the situation faced and our approach to it. Sometimes we get too scared of the situation, that we forget about our strengths and it is just the weakness part which will act.

How can you control these combinations, so that it will be always in your advantage? Or as a human, is it not possible to control it? When we are on top of a situation or winning over anything/anyone, we feel that we are on top of the world then. Do we feel like a human then or as we are some superior being?

Let me share the story of Adhira, a girl whom I knew since her childhood. As a single kid, Adhira was close to her parents, highly energetic and always with a happy face whenever I saw her. When she was 10 years old, they relocated to another part of the country. I saw her next after 5 years and I couldn’t believe my eyes when I met her. She was with her mother and was shabbily dressed, her hair uncombed and dirty. She was not even bothered about the stink which was coming from the dress she was wearing. I was really shocked to see her like that and was almost in tears.

Her mother told that she started behaving like this since last one year. She started hating to go to school, stopped taking bath, her whole hygiene level went downhill and she lost interest in everything. They took her to many psychiatrists, who put her under all sort of anti-depressant and sleeping pills. But nothing changed, months passed and she was still the same. She stopped talking to her father and tried to stay away from her mother as much as possible. She never smiled or cried for a year, it was always a blank face. Her mother wanted to try getting her back to her childhood good memories and that’s why brought her to visit us and the place.

I felt there was something inside her, which she was hiding vehemently from everyone, including her parents. I tried talking to her and make her cheer up. But she was just unresponsive to everything. I thought, maybe if there is some privacy, she may share things with me since I was like an elder sibling to her. So, we went inside my room and kept it closed. Again, next half an hour, I tried everything I could do to open her up, but alas…she was just too uptight!!

And then it happened…. My driver was just standing outside the window and he was talking to his family over mobile. The speaker was on and the sound was very loud. I moved towards the window and was going to call him to lower the voice, but then I heard his 5-year-old daughter’s voice speaking childishly to him. It was so sweet and innocent that a smile came to my face and I just didn’t want to stop the call. Then I heard a very loud cry and when I turned to that side, Adhira was crying loud and hysterically ran to her and hugged her. She cried and cried for almost half an hour and then she told the incident in between her tears.

She was very close to both her parents. Her mother being a scientist, had to travel in between for conferences. Her father used to take care of her things very well during her mother’s absence and she was very proud of it. And one such night, when she was half asleep, her father came to her room. She could smell an unusual stench of cigarettes and alcohol from him and then HE MOLESTED HER.HIS OWN DAUGHTER…she tried to scream and scream, but even a feeble sound didn’t come out of her. And he went out as if nothing happened

Next morning her mother came. She could not face her. She couldn’t face anyone. And then what became of her in next one year was right Infront of me.

I called her mother inside and told her what happened. To my surprise, she silently listened till the end, without any reactions. Then she stood up and asked me “Can you Pls take care of Adhira for a day. I will return in a day “. I said Yes, and without even looking at her, she went away.

She did return in a day and then the first thing she did was to hug Adhira and both of them cried a lot. She told  why she left last day “I wanted to make myself worthy of hugging my daughter “.She went to her apartment, filed a police complaint against her husband, filed a divorce petition and even threw away all his belongings from the apartment which was in her name and got a restraint order against him before she returned.

Adhira got better after that day. Her mother stayed strong with her and together they fought their way out 😊

Adhira’s story had a happy ending. Not everyone is lucky to have that. Next time will share the story of Samantha, which will definitely put you all in tears (if Adhira has not done it yet)

Few questions till then to think:

If Adhira, was so close to her mother, why did she not share her horrific experience to her, the next day itself?

Why did she become like how she was – dirty & shabby?

Even when psychiatrists couldn’t help her then finally how did she open up?

Demon Talk #1 Demons: Are they real or just mind games?

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Do you all really feel that there are demons around us or is it just a manipulation staged by our mind??

I have experienced personally and heard first-hand information from so many regarding their encounters with demons. By demons, I meant here, not the demons inside us, but the demons or lower energy or lower entity (whatever you want to name it) which is present all around us. Once I understood more about demonology and parapsychology, I realized that a good percentage of these stories were indeed manipulation of mind. But there were real incidents where these energies were playing with the person involved.

Even if it is real or a manipulative image, the first thing most of us will associate with it is “fear” or being frightened. Now, what creates this fear?? Is it the feeling that you are going to be harmed or is it due to the helplessness you feel standing in front of somebody, something far superior to you?

Let me share the experience of Lily (name changed for privacy). Lily was 21 when I met her first in a metropolitan city in India. Very beautiful, lively and being an independent girl, she was the center of attraction, where ever she went. She was a true party girl, with booze and one-night stands during every weekend. One similar weekend, she got really wasted and since my apartment was the nearest, we carried her to my place. To my surprise, after an hour of sound sleep, she woke up very fresh and started having normal casual conversations with me.

I was feeling intrigued by her energy level and the way she was seductively using her body and voice. But for some reason, I was feeling really uncomfortable and scared too. I kept saying to myself that the mind is playing with me.

According to her request, we went out in the balcony for some fresh air. I was standing on her left side and when her shoulder touched me, it was very cold. I was so scared that, I somehow shifted to the other side and then it was really warm at that side. She was mysteriously smiling and she was enjoying my scared face & trembling hands. She faced me then and was laughing and talking nonstop. All of a sudden, she stopped and just calmly looked at me. The look turned into a stare and then it happened!! I saw another face in place of face of Lily, somebody much younger and traditional. The new face was smiling, but my heart skipped a beat. I wanted to scream and run, but I froze.

There she is, still looking at me and smiling, and I fainted. Next thing I remember is waking up peacefully in my bed. There was a note on the table near my bed “Thanks a lot for the beautiful night “

I told myself, that it was all just a dream and my mind played a funny game with me. But, my next experience with her proved that it was not a dream!!

Will continue the experience in the following posts…

Questions to think till then:

Even when she was smiling & talking well…why did I feel scared & uneasy?

Why did I feel cold at one side & warm at the other part of her body?

How can  I see another face(there was no shadow, the area was well lit)?

What happened after I fainted and why did she thank me?

WHO AM I & WHY THIS BLOG?

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Who am I?

I am a normal but unique person (just as everyone around me), who had the fortunate/unfortunate chance to walk through a lot of interesting/weird experiences, which helped me to evolve to the person I am now! I love spending time with all the creations in the universe, listening to them and being part of their moments.

My gender?

I am not sure. Sometimes i feel like a man, sometimes as a lady and sometimes as a trans. So let me just keep my gender to myself or let us put for the time being as “gender fluid “

Why this blog?

There is a demon, a human and an angel inside every one of us. Rarely we stay permanent in one form. We keep on changing from one form to the other. Also, there are demons and angels all around us, ready to guide us, ready to direct us and ready to torment us !! So this a platform to share all those experiences of being a demon, human and angel. Also, we will share encounters with the demons and angels around us 🙂