Demon Talk # 6 : Unveiling Taboos: Exploring the Depths of Necrophilia

This time, I delve into the dark corners of human experience, exploring incidents that are both deeply disturbing and undeniably real. Years ago, I witnessed something so terrifying that it left an irreversible mark on my soul and psyche. The subject is necrophilia—a taboo so profound that even discussing it can be unsettling. If you find such topics distressing, I urge you to stop here. But if you choose to continue, prepare to confront one of humanity’s most dark and evil obsessions, a grim intersection of psychological torment and supernatural malevolence.

Necrophilia, the morbid fascination and sexual attraction to corpses, is often rooted in profound psychological disturbances. Individuals afflicted with this condition may have experienced severe childhood trauma, attachment disorders, or a deep-seated fear of rejection, which manifests in the desire for a partner who cannot reciprocate or judge. This perverse fixation may serve as a twisted means of exerting control and dominance over the deceased, fulfilling unmet emotional needs in a way that living relationships cannot.

On the other hand, from a supernatural perspective, necrophilia can be perceived as an act of demonic possession. It is believed that such malevolent entities prey on the vulnerabilities of their victims, driving them to commit acts of desecration and blasphemy. This possession aggravates the individual’s innate desires, leading to an escalation in their revolting behaviours. The demonic influence not only corrupts the person’s soul but also binds them to a cycle of darkness and savagery, making the line between psychological illness and supernatural manipulation disturbingly thin.

Whispers of Darkness: A Descent into Madness and Evil

My destination was an old mansion that stood on the outskirts, a relic from a bygone era. It was a place of many stories, whispered among the townsfolk, tales of madness and darkness that had kept it abandoned for years. Tonight, however, the mansion seemed almost alive, the windows glowing faintly as if welcoming me into its embrace.

The door creaked open with a push, and I stepped inside, greeted by the musty scent of decay. The air was thick with the weight of memories, and I could almost hear the voices of those who once lived here. As I wandered through the halls, I came across a room that felt colder than the rest. An inexplicable chill ran down my spine as I entered, my breath visible in the sudden drop in temperature.

The room was furnished sparsely: a bed with ragged sheets, a dresser with a cracked mirror, and a desk cluttered with old papers. One paper caught my eye, yellowed with age and filled with shabby handwriting. I picked it up, and as I read, the story began to unfold.

In the early 1900s, the mansion belonged to the V family, a family respected and feared in equal measure. Govind, the patriarch, was a man of science, though his interests often delved into the gruesome category. His wife, Radha, was known for her beauty and her hauntingly sad eyes, but it was their son, Arjun, who was the subject of the town’s darkest gossip.

Arjun was a troubled child, his behaviour growing more erratic and disturbing with each passing year. By the time he reached adulthood, the whispers of his fascination with the dead had become a roar. It was said that he would spend hours in the family crypt, speaking to the remains of his ancestors, and performing rituals that left the villagers uneasy.

The townspeople often saw Arjun wandering the graveyard at odd hours, muttering to himself or staring intently at the freshly dug graves. He was known to frequent the local mortuary, offering his services to the undertaker under the guise of learning the trade. The undertaker, an elderly man with failing eyesight, appreciated the help and rarely questioned Arjun’s peculiar habits

It wasn’t just his presence that unsettled people—it was what he did. Arjun had a peculiar affinity for the dead, one that went beyond mere fascination. He was often seen caressing the cold skin of corpses, whispering sweet nothings into the ears of those who could no longer hear. His actions were a grotesque parody of love and tenderness, a chilling reflection of his disturbed mind.

One particularly stormy night, Arjun’s behaviour took a turn for the worse. The house staff reported seeing him carry a young woman into the mansion, her lifeless body a testament to his madness. The woman, a local girl named Meera, had been missing for days, and her reappearance in such a manner confirmed the worst fears of the townspeople.

Meera’s body was found in a state that defied all norms of decency and humanity. Arjun had not merely stolen her life; he had desecrated her in ways that left seasoned law enforcement officials speechless. Her corpse had been arranged in a monstrous imitation of domesticity, dressed in fine clothes and seated at the dining table as if she were still among the living. The acts he had committed were unspeakable, a horrifying blend of necrophilia and ritualistic reverence.

Radha, desperate to save her son from the darkness consuming him, sought the help of a priest known for his work with the supernatural. Father Joseph was a stern man with piercing blue eyes that seemed to see into the very soul. He arrived at the mansion armed with holy water, a crucifix, and a resolve to rid the Varma family of the evil that had taken root.

The exorcism began at midnight, the storm raging outside mirroring the turmoil within. Arjun was bound to his bed, thrashing and screaming as Father Joseph chanted prayers, his voice unwavering despite the chaos. The room grew colder, the air heavy with a malevolent presence. Shadows danced on the walls, forming grotesque shapes that seemed almost alive.

Arjun’s screams turned savage, a deep, inhuman growl that sent shivers down the spines of those present. His eyes, once a deep brown, now glowed a fiery red, and his strength was inhuman. Father Joseph continued his prayers, the crucifix held high, determined to banish the demon that had taken hold.

As the exorcism reached its climax, Arjun’s body convulsed violently, a dark mist escaping his mouth with a blood-curdling scream. The room fell silent, the oppressive atmosphere lifting as the demon was driven out. Arjun lay still, his body broken but his soul freed from the evil that had possessed him.

I lowered the paper, my mind reeling from the tale I’d just read. The V mansion, a place of such beauty and promise, had been tainted by darkness and despair. I felt a strange compulsion to explore further, to uncover more of the secrets hidden within these walls.

As I ascended the grand staircase, I heard a faint whispering, as if the house itself was trying to speak to me. Following the sound, I found myself in the attic, a space cluttered with forgotten belongings. In the corner, half-hidden under a dusty sheet,, was a large, ornate mirror. I approached it, feeling a pull that I couldn’t explain.

My reflection stared back at me, but there was something wrong. The eyes looking out from the mirror weren’t my own; they were cold, calculating, filled with a malevolence that chilled me to the bone. Before I could react, the room seemed to shift around me, and I was no longer in the attic.

I was standing in the crypt. The air was thick with the scent of earth and decay, the only light coming from flickering candles that cast long shadows on the walls. I heard footsteps behind me and turned to see Arjun, his eyes glowing red, a cruel smile playing on his lips.

“You shouldn’t have come here,” he said, his voice a low growl. “This place is mine, and you will join me in my eternal torment.”

Panic gripped me as I realized there was no escape. Arjun advanced, his form shifting, becoming more monstrous with each step. Just as he reached out to me, the scene dissolved, and I found myself back in the attic, the mirror shattered at my feet.

I fled the mansion, the rain washing away the terror that clung to my skin. As I reached the safety of my home, I couldn’t shake the feeling that the V mansion had marked me, that its dark legacy would haunt me forever.

Years passed, but the memories of that night never faded. I tried to move on, but strange things kept happening around me. Objects moved on their own, whispers filled the silence, and shadows seemed to follow me. The darkness of the Varma mansion had taken root in my life, a constant reminder of the horrors I witnessed.

I began to research, desperate to find a way to rid myself of this curse. I learned of others who had experienced similar hauntings, their lives torn apart by forces beyond their control. I came across stories of necrophilia, demonic possessions, and the psychological and physical impacts of such encounters.

I reached out to these people, forming a support group of sorts, sharing our experiences,, and seeking solace in the knowledge that we weren’t alone. Together, we delved into the darkest corners of the human psyche, uncovering truths that were as terrifying as they were fascinating.

One night, during a particularly intense session, I met a woman named Anjali. Her story mirrored mine; her life was forever changed by a brush with the supernatural. I felt a connection with her, a bond forged in the fires of shared trauma.

Anjali told me of a ritual—an ancient rite that might free me from the darkness. It’s dangerous, she warned, but it’s our only hope. Desperation drove me to agree, and together we gathered the necessary items: candles, a dagger, and a book bound in human skin.

The ritual took place in the dead of night, the moon hidden behind thick clouds. We stood in the center of a circle, with Anjali chanting words in a language I didn’t understand. The air grew heavy, the shadows deepened as the ritual progressed.

Suddenly, a chill ran through me, and I felt a presence, dark and powerful. I saw Arjun, his form shifting between human and demon, his eyes glowing with malevolence. He reached for me, but this time, I was ready.

With a cry, I plunged the dagger into my own hand, the pain grounding me, and giving me strength. I repeated the words Anjali taught me, feeling the power of the ritual flow through me. The air crackled with energy, and with a final shout, I banished Arjun, the darkness lifting as he was torn from my soul.

I collapsed, exhausted but free. The shadows receded, the whispers faded, and for the first time in years, I felt at peace. I looked at Anjali, gratitude and relief flooding my heart.

The ordeal had left its mark on me, but I’d survived. I’d faced the darkness and emerged victorious, stronger !

Questions to Ponder

  1. What do you think were the initial signs of Arjun’s descent into madness? Could anything have been done to prevent his spiral into necrophilia and demonic possession?
  2. Do you believe Father Joseph’s exorcism was purely a religious ritual, or did it also have psychological implications for Arjun and his family? What does this suggest about the power of belief in combating evil?
  3. After leaving the mansion, I continued to experience strange occurrences. What does this suggest about the long-term impact of supernatural encounters? Can such experiences ever truly be left behind?
  4. During the final ritual, why was it necessary to inflict pain upon themselves? What does this act symbolize in the context of overcoming evil?

Demon Talk #5 Possessed or an act of possession – How will you know if someone you know is possessed?

I am here again after a very long break. I went through so many experiences during this break:  I met somebody who was possessed and saw the demon through her eyes. I saw angelic presences multiple times guiding and protecting people. I experienced my daughter being miraculously healed by divine feminine energy and I met people who behaved like angels and demons. All these experiences are for another time. Today we are going to discuss the complexity of the human mind and how we confuse an actual possession with a psychological disorder.

Hiding true emotion is a more complicated task than we think it is and it comes naturally to the majority of us, humans. We can show love when the real feeling is lust. We can show anger when we are hurt. We can show care, even when we are jealous. This occurs either by intended manipulation or by suppression of true feelings. But for a few, it reaches a stage where they are not able to express their true emotions anymore, due to the continuous usage of pseudo feelings, which leads to depression or eccentricity in many cases.

Psychologists and psychotherapists have so many clinical definitions and terms used to refer to situations that may occur as the output of these pseudo feelings and suppressions. Psychosomatic disorder is the most debated psychological condition involving the occurrence of physical symptoms, usually lacking medical explanations. A lot of times when a person is said to be possessed, it may be an extreme condition of psychosomatic disorder mixed with other psychological conditions. But then how to know whether the person is actually possessed or not is the difficult part.

I have interacted with many who claimed to be exorcists and who really were. One thing I have understood and seen for real is that a lot of the scenes we have in our minds regarding possession, (which we are familiar with from horror movies) can also be mocked by a person who has psychological disorders. The screaming, the scratchings on bodies, extra strength, blasphemy, speaking gibberish: everything can be manipulated to show false possession. But one thing which always proves a possession undoubtedly is in the movement of the eyes and the reflection you can see in the eyes. You just need to have the courage to continuously gaze into the eyes of the possessed and you will see the signs 🙂

The supernatural -demons and the angels are all around us, even if you don’t want to believe it. I have come across the case of a person who painted his mirror full black and the next day was found dead with his head crashed into the mirror and another case where a person was using a pendulum dowsing and the pendulum swung unnaturally hitting the person strongly between his eyes killing him instantly. These are the actions of the unknown forces, known to only a few who have evolved. The majority of us are not aware of how and why these cases have happened, but that doesn’t mean that there are no such forces 🙂

Salma and Basil met each other for the first time during a training program. Basil was part of the training team and Salma was part of the team coordinating the event. The program spread over ten days and both of them interacted a lot during the period. They felt comfortable in each other’s presence and became friends very fast.

Salma was a YouTube celebrity with a lot of followers for the interesting videos she uploaded. She used to share a lot of motivational and self-help videos, which viewers found extremely helpful. Basil, on the other hand, was an extrovert who liked to be in the limelight surrounded by people, and being the center of attraction all the time. Both of them had this feeling of suffocation when they were not surrounded by people. Another common factor was that both of them were not very religious and never preferred to visit any religious places.

Within three months of meeting for the first time. Salma and Basil became very close and they were hanging with each other all the time and Basil started appearing in her YouTube videos along with her. One weekend they planned to record a video in a house on an isolated private island. The house was surrounded by a lake and there was no other inhabitant on the island other than anyone who would stay in that house. Salma wanted to boost up the interest of viewers by posting the video of their stay in that house since it was considered to be haunted and hence, they planned the trip.

A boat dropped them on the island the next weekend evening and left. The house was well maintained and had a path laid out properly to reach there. They were pleasantly surprised to see how beautiful the house was once they entered it. They recorded a lot of videos in and around the house. Salma and Basil were very excited and happy with their adrenaline level very high, thinking about spending the night in a haunted house. The adrenalin sparked emotions which never happened before and they started getting physically intimate.

Basil was well built and was proud of his physical stature, whereas Salma was what you will refer to as a “slim beauty”. But during the physical intercourse, Basil was shocked to see the brute power Salma possessed. It was like he was helpless under her power and she was making all types of growling sounds, which he never heard before. It was scary and pleasurable at the same time for him. When everything got over, Basil was left confused about what exactly happened, while Salma was really happy. She made a coffee and they were sitting closely against each other. She was looking into his eyes, and it is then that Basil saw the reflections in her eyes. It was like she had two pupils in between. One was normal and the other one was very scary to even look at. Whenever that pupil came, Basil felt a shiver going through his spines looking at it.

Basil couldn’t get this out of his mind even after a week of their stay in that house. He was scared and excited at the same time because his mind was always fantasizing about the wild sex they had. Then, by some wish of the universe, he accidentally met an old friend, who was a psychic. His friend immediately told him that there is a negative energy presence all around him and asked him to speak out. Basil discussed everything and his psychic friend strongly told him to cut the relationship with Salma and told specifically never to have any physical intimacy with her. The psychic felt she was possessed.

That day on his return home, Salma told him to pick her up because there was heavy rain and the city was getting flooded. Basil couldn’t say NO and picked her up from her recording studio. There was heavy traffic due to the rain and traffic was very slow moving. Salma asked him something and Basil looked at her face while replying and he again saw the twin pupil. He got really scared, but was unable to respond and was driving mechanically. Moving forward they got onto the highway, where the traffic was less. Salma started moving her wet hands over his thighs and out of sheer fear, Basil became frozen with fear and crashed his car into a truck that was parked on the side of the road.

The next thing Basil remembered was lying in hospital with multiple fractures and spine issues. His brother who was beside him told that he was in a coma for two months before he became conscious. Basil asked what happened to Salma and to his surprise, his brother replied that there was no one else found inside the car when the police rescued him. He asked his brother to check Salma’s YouTube channel and Salma was there as always posting videos every day, even on the day the accident happened!!

Few questions to think about:

Do you think Salma was possessed or did Basil imagine all these things in his mind?

Do you feel wearing any religious symbols will protect you from possession or from anyone who is possessed?

Why do you think Basil felt fear and ecstasy at the same time after the sex with Salma?

How will you have reacted differently if you were in Basil’s place?

Demon talk #4 Déjà vu and Déjà rêvé: A peek into our Life purpose & Soul purpose

Almost all of us may have already experienced Déjà vu multiple times in our life. In simple language, it is the feeling of “already seen “, when you come across new events, new places or persons you are seeing for the first time. Even though you may have come across it/them for the first time, you get a strong feeling of familiarity. Science will give you many explanations for its happening which even includes the chance of having epilepsy. We will not be arguing or discussing the scientific part. From a spiritual perspective, Déjà vu is an amazing insight into the depths of your Soul purpose, Life purpose and actions & lessons from past lives.

Déjà rêvé, on the other hand, is not a very common experience. It means “already dreamed” and is a scene or memory which you have already seen in your dreams and which is happening in real in front of you. A few years ago my daughter was sitting near me on a wooden chair with no back support and sharing some happy incidents. She was almost at a hand distance from me and suddenly I saw her falling backwards with the chair. I tried catching her hands, but couldn’t and she fell down and I froze for a few seconds. And to my surprise after some time, I saw the scene is the same as earlier ad she was sitting on the chair, talking tome happily. I couldn’t process what was happening and was very confused. And then it happened for real and she fell down and everything happened exactly I had seen a few seconds ago.

Both Déjà vu and Déjà rêvé are messages from the spiritual world. It may be a message from the spiritual realms/angelic realms or astral plains to help you/guide with revelations to lessons you are carrying from past lives, warnings about future happenings and insights regarding your soul purpose & life purpose.

Now can demons or negative spirits also talk to us or reach us through Déjà vu or Déjà rêvé? They can too. In fact whatever is available for angels, they are available for Demons too. It’s our energy levels and our aura which act as a portal and attracts the type of messages and experiences we receive. But the thing we need to understand is that, even if it is an experience shared to us by a negative entity, there is a purpose and reason, why it is happening. So priority should be to try to understand what that may be.

Michelle was in her late 50s and enjoying her early retirement life. She had worked hard and smartly, amassing a good fortune which was enough to take care of all her future luxurious expenses. She was a loner and a very self-centred person and didn’t even bother to have a family of her own. She was happy the way she was and enjoyed her life in the big bungalow along with housemaids who took care of everything. She abstained from socializing even with her neighbours.

Then all of a sudden she started seeing lucid dreams. It started slowly first, one or two a week, then within weeks, it was 1 or 2 and counting, day and night. Some of them were continuations and some of them had no connections and only common thing was that she was seeing people, places and situations which she had never known before. Michelle used to take sleeping pills for sleeping, so she thought that these might be hallucinations due to the side effects of the pills and stopped using the pills. Still, dreams didn’t stop. One good thing which happened was that even after stopping the pills, she could sleep well at night.

One night she saw a very scary dream in which Michelle was standing idle in a place watching somebody beating a small girl child very badly. The child was crying profusely, still, it didn’t stop the man from beating her more. Suddenly a beastly creature jumped from the side and roared on Michelle’sface. She woke up shaking and sweating. Even though she was scared, to her surprise she had an unfamiliar heaviness feeling in her heart thinking about the girl. By late morning, she still had that heaviness feeling and Michelle decided to take a walk to the nearby park, something which she was doing for the first time since she shifted to the present bungalow. One of her housemaids also accompanied her.

Midway to the park, there was the central market where all the locals used to sell their products and buy for their needs. When she reached the market, Michelle stopped, since the place looked very familiar to her, even though she had never been to that side. Out of a sudden urge, she moved into the market and strolled around. And then she saw the girl child and Michelle couldn’t believe her eyes. The place looked exactly the same as in her dreams and also the child and the person beating her. Michelle looked around in fear expecting the beast she saw in her dream to jump at her now. But there was no beast this time 🙂

Michelle after few seconds got normalized and then she saw only the girl crying and the man beating her. Even to her surprise, Michelle Just got in between them and slapped the man with all her strength. Everyone in the market was very shocked and there was silence. Michelle was shivering in anger and was screaming at the man. He was drunk and somehow managed to run away from there. Michelle later learned that he was a hardcore drug addict who used to traumatize kids into doing all illegal activities. The child was an orphan and the man was forcing her to do the same for him.

Cutting long story short, Michelle adopted the child in the next few months and also found out the meaning and reasons for a lot of the dreams she saw in many other instances. She found a new direction in her life and happily followed it. The dreams became part of her life 🙂

Few questions to think about:

What may be the reasons she starting seeing the lucid dreams all of a sudden?

Did she experience a Déjà vu or a Déjà rêvé?

The beast Michelle saw in her dream, was it a demon or an angel?

Did these dreams help Michelle to follow her life purpose or soul purpose?

And the most important question,why Michelle was chosen to experience all these ?

Demon Talk # 3 Seeing or experiencing demons: Is it a curse carried from a past life or it just happens??

The concept that we have a Soul, Mind and Body and the same soul travels through various lives carrying the lessons and memories carried from each life has been disputed for a long time. One of the oldest religions in the world Hinduism supports this and even the research work of Dr Brian Weiss as shared in many of his books gives evidence for it.  These memories will include things/situations which were already experienced and things/situations which were desired. ‘Karma “is actually the memories of the ones that you experienced in real and others are just desires. So, will your Karma make you experience demons and does these desires have any role??  

Psychologists will give us a huge number of reasons which includes sleep paralysis, extreme depression & loneliness and try to establish their theory that demons or ghost experiences are just the play of mind. But there are many documented cases which contradicts it. I am not here to argue or establish any beliefs. I believe in experiences & what intuitions tell me and I strongly urge everybody to do the same 😊

There are a lot of entities around us which are in the form of energies. These energies can take any form. They are there from the beginning and they will be there till the end. We may or may not get the chance to experience them. These energies may be Higher/Lower, Positive/Negative, Strong/weak, Divine/Demonic…. the list continues. There is energy inside us too. Lower energy tends to attract lower energy.  When we are in high energy, we tend to attract high energy. So let us see now why some of us may experience a lower/negative/demonic energy.

It can be due to one of the reasons below or a mix of it:

  • You are in a lower energy and in a vulnerable state to attract lower energy and a lower energy finds you as a suitable vessel to interact
  • You have desires from your past life to interact with demons
  • You have karmas as a result of which you are bound to interact with negative energy
  • You do rituals to initiate such interactions
  • For reasons unknown

Except for reasons unknown, there are steps which can be done to lessen the effects/changes or remove it completely which has to be done with total belief 😊  

Let us know return to Lily. Read Demon Talk #1 and Demon Talk # 2 for continuity.  

Even though I was curious to know about the change of face, I was equally scared to meet her. But we met again in a few days when she called and came to my apartment the next weekend. She looked beautiful as usual and was in a very happy mood, cracking jokes and dancing around. She wanted to cook the dinner and once it was done, we sat down for dinner. We had casual conversations and then she suddenly became silent. After a few moments she started the talk for which I was waiting & about which I was very scared too.  

Lily: You are a good person with a good soul. I wish there was a person like you around me when I had to end my life.  

Me (shivering): Who are you?  

Lily: My name is Hiksha.I was a medical student and a very studious one. I was so engaged in my studies that I forgot everything else. Only leisure I used to take was the evening stroll I used to have during Saturday evenings in the nearby public park.  

(Her face was changed now. I realized I was talking to Hiksha and not Lily)

Hiksha: That Saturday evening also I went for my walk with nature. I had just finished my exams brilliantly just the previous day. So, I was very happy and had headphones plugged in with my favourite music. Time passed fast and suddenly it started raining heavily with thunders and lightning. I was not carrying an umbrella, so I ran and took shelter in the stand-alone resting place. There were few people along with me. The rain was getting stronger and stronger. One by one, people left when they had a chance and I was left alone. The area was almost deserted and it was time for my hostel to close. So I decided to walk in the rain. It was heavy rain and I was fully wet and almost blind with the heavy droplets. Suddenly I felt hands over my mouth and my body. Somebody was trying to hold me tight and drag me towards the tree. I struggled and vaguely saw there was more than one person. I tried to scream, but couldn’t. Somehow, I kicked in the groins of the one holding me and started running frantically. I didn’t know where I was running, I just knew they were behind me. I kept on running and climbing. Then there was nowhere to go. I was at the top of the artificial cliff and saw four guys closing in on me. Without thinking anything, I jumped off the cliff and hit the ground hard.

(She was uncontrollably sobbing now)

Hiksha: I was lying on the ground covered in blood the whole night. Only by morning, the sweepers found me and then informed the hospital and police. I was declared brain dead at the hospital and saw my parents crying. I was the only child!! I just felt cold and then I officially died after two weeks.

(Hiksha was silent for some time after that)

All of a sudden, her face changed and it was as seen once: flesh dripping with blood and she was screaming “What did I do to anyone to experience this. I never enjoyed anything in life and I am not going to leave like this. I want to love and I want to be loved “

I was frozen with fear and then she relaxed. It was Hiksha’s face again. She told me how she saw Lily once and how her energy attracted her and she easily entered. Hiksha was enjoying things which she hadn’t experienced when we lived. She saw me and then by some karma connection got connected and here she is looking forward to love me and be loved by me ☹

And then it was Lily again, cuddling me and she just slept like that. I was scared first, then confused and then relaxed. Somehow, I felt only empathy for Hiksha. Maybe my empathetic energies attracted the energy of Hiksha’s soul.  

Hiksha’s energy interacted with me for a few years and then it faded off. Details of how it happened is too personal to be shared.

I will be sharing the experiences of many others in the coming blogs.

Till then:

Did my empathetic energy invite Hiksha’s energy or in other words am I responsible for the experience I had??  

How did Lily become a vessel easily for Hiksha’s energy to enter??  

Is Hiksha’s energy a lower one or higher one??  

Was it easy for Lily to handle 2 energies inside her: one of hers and the other of Hishka inside her ??


Demon Talk #2 Are we created by God and raised by Demons or the other way around…what makes them so different in our mind ??

Do read Demon Talk #1 before this post to get continuity.

No matter whether you are a Christian or not, we all have heard the biblical story of the First Man Adam and his wife Eve. We know Eve as the first lady, who was created from the ribs of Adam. Such a lovely romantic story which will melt our heart 😊

But how many of you have heard about Lilith, who as per old Jewish & Abrahamic tradition was the first wife of Adam? If you search her name in google, the first thing you will see is “Lilith: The most dangerous Demoness and the Queen of Demons, who has a fearsome reputation as a kidnapper & murder of children and seducer of men. Let us think about it as a folklore or a story: but how did the real first lady landed being portrayed as the first demoness??

Going deep into the folklore will give you the answers. Eve was created out of the rib of Adam, whereas Lilith was created out of the same sand from which Adam was created. Lilith was created to be equal as Adam, whereas Eve was created as submissive. Adam & Lilith was created with independent existence and were supposed to co-exist in a mutually accepted relation. But as per the story, it didn’t work out, coz of the simple reason that Lilith was not ready to be submissive to Adam and take his orders. And she went out into the restricted land of all the banished creatures (demons) and thereby eventually becoming the Queen of Demons. Then Eve was created and rest is history and known to everyone, so not going into those details 😊

So are Demons just entities we feel are superior to us and we cannot control-So we give it a scary negative image. Or are they really existing around us, with an evil intention to harm us ??

Now let us continue with the story of Lily. I had a lot of questions and scary thought about the experience of that night. Had a lot of questions to ask her, the main one being, why did she leave the note “ Thanks a lot for the beautiful night “.I had to wait till the next weekend to meet her again since I had to travel out of state for a few meetings. Exactly one week after, we met again.

It was late evening around 7 pm when I entered into her usual hangout pub. Was not sure whether I was more excited or scared to meet her. And then I saw her, bubbly as usual sitting with her friends. I was in double mind to approach her or not, but the moment she turned to my side, she waved at me and then came towards me. My heart was beating so fast, the closer she got. To my surprise, she came and hugged me and said “ Thanks for coming. I was waiting for you. Didn’t want to have my drinks before you reached “ !!

She was super excited and was walking around, holding my hand in hers and introducing me to all her friends. I was in a total confused and lost state of mind, coz before last weekend night, we never had anything more than an occasional smile or a formal greeting. And here I am, being introduced to everyone as somebody so important to her.

In between somebody offered her a drink and she declined saying that she will have it later. I saw surprise in the face of everybody who heard her answer. She asked me to dance with her on the dance floor and as if under some magic I agreed ( even though I haven’t seen a worse dancer than me 😊). It was slow music and hugging me softly while moving her body with mine, she whispered in my ears “ I know you have a lot of questions for me, I am ready to answer now “

She led me to a corner table, which was calm and almost out of the view of everyone. Even when we sat, she was still holding my hand. I had a lot of questions to ask her, but I felt lost sitting there..lost in the moment or out of fear ( I don’t know ). Somehow I asked her, why she left such a note. She replied “ coz I had a beautiful night after a long time. Finally, I found someone with whom I can be who I am “.I was speechless and confused. Inside my mind questions regarding the experience of the warm & cold feeling, the different face I saw and the reply she told now, was suffocating me.

She smiled at me again and touched my cheeks with both her hands. And there it goes again, my left cheek felt like it was touching ice cubes and right cheeks felt like, it was near a fire. She asked, “Isn’t that your first question “.

I was just mesmerized and motionless, but still facing her. Her hands were still on my cheeks. Then she told,” Do not be scared of me. I will never hurt you. I am you now & you are me now. “And then I saw the face change again. Last time it was a sudden glance, but this time I was sitting there and watching the new face. Any normal situation, I would have fallen head and heals for her, coz the face was so beautiful, such beauty that I felt cannot compare to anyone I have ever seen. I don’t know, how long I sat like that. But then the face was slowly changing back, and I saw a face without skin dripping blood from the flesh. I was shivering uncontrollably and sweating a lot, but no voice came out of me. And then it was lily’s face.

It took some time for me to be normal. Lily sat silent till then, still holding my hands. And then she stood up, kissed me on my cheeks and whispered silently in my ears “ I love you a lot and I need you…I won’t let anyone even touch you “ !!.And she left.

I just sat there for hours and my friends had to drop me at my flat after pub hours. Everyone thought I was drunk, but I didn’t have a single drop of alcohol. For the first time in my life, I didn’t have any clue what was happening and what is in stock for the next day. I was totally lost !!

The next time we met, lily told me about the other face. The name and the story behind the face. And that changed my life. Will share it in next post…

Till then think about :

Is lily a hypnotist, who has put me under hypnosis and making me imagine all these things ??

If it was such a frightening experience, why did I meet her again next week ??

Are demons evil or just portrayed as evil ??

Demon Talk #1 Demons: Are they real or just mind games?

Do you all really feel that there are demons around us or is it just a manipulation staged by our mind??

I have experienced personally and heard first-hand information from so many regarding their encounters with demons. By demons, I meant here, not the demons inside us, but the demons or lower energy or lower entity (whatever you want to name it) which is present all around us. Once I understood more about demonology and parapsychology, I realized that a good percentage of these stories were indeed manipulation of mind. But there were real incidents where these energies were playing with the person involved.

Even if it is real or a manipulative image, the first thing most of us will associate with it is “fear” or being frightened. Now, what creates this fear?? Is it the feeling that you are going to be harmed or is it due to the helplessness you feel standing in front of somebody, something far superior to you?

Let me share the experience of Lily (name changed for privacy). Lily was 21 when I met her first in a metropolitan city in India. Very beautiful, lively and being an independent girl, she was the center of attraction, where ever she went. She was a true party girl, with booze and one-night stands during every weekend. One similar weekend, she got really wasted and since my apartment was the nearest, we carried her to my place. To my surprise, after an hour of sound sleep, she woke up very fresh and started having normal casual conversations with me.

I was feeling intrigued by her energy level and the way she was seductively using her body and voice. But for some reason, I was feeling really uncomfortable and scared too. I kept saying to myself that the mind is playing with me.

According to her request, we went out in the balcony for some fresh air. I was standing on her left side and when her shoulder touched me, it was very cold. I was so scared that, I somehow shifted to the other side and then it was really warm at that side. She was mysteriously smiling and she was enjoying my scared face & trembling hands. She faced me then and was laughing and talking nonstop. All of a sudden, she stopped and just calmly looked at me. The look turned into a stare and then it happened!! I saw another face in place of face of Lily, somebody much younger and traditional. The new face was smiling, but my heart skipped a beat. I wanted to scream and run, but I froze.

There she is, still looking at me and smiling, and I fainted. Next thing I remember is waking up peacefully in my bed. There was a note on the table near my bed “Thanks a lot for the beautiful night “

I told myself, that it was all just a dream and my mind played a funny game with me. But, my next experience with her proved that it was not a dream!!

Will continue the experience in the following posts…

Questions to think till then:

Even when she was smiling & talking well…why did I feel scared & uneasy?

Why did I feel cold at one side & warm at the other part of her body?

How can  I see another face(there was no shadow, the area was well lit)?

What happened after I fainted and why did she thank me?